You feel stuck, eh?
It’s amusing. They meet again. Boredom and your feelings of not doing enough. They copulate, often. And you know what their offspring look like, far too well.
PIECES OF SHIT.
I’m here to change that. Look at you. You know you don’t like that. Having to take care of their offspring. They’re not your babies!
Recently, I’ve been feeling like those words, a lot. I’ve been presumed to have a thyroid issue, recently, by my psych provider. I get my blood tested tomorrow. Yet, I get my satisfaction that I’ll finally find out why I’ve been so fucking lazy and fatigued, today.
I’m here to tell you there’s reasons. There’s mental reasons. Emotional. Motivational. And sometimes it’s just your fucking body. There may be a good few problems you are dealing with, many more than you can handle.
And today, I’m telling you, you don’t have to handle them. Handle what you can do. I can, for example, write when I feel this way.
So, I know you can do something. Because we’ve all had that day, or month. Or season. But it doesn’t have to be that way forever. Especially if you don’t let your forever affect your now.
Because Now says fuck you! to the offspring of Bored and Worthless. Taking care of kids is not Now’s responsibility. Now births, instead, Independence, which is basically a Phoenix. Itself. Now is single. Now is powerful. Now needs no snotty-nosed kids running around asking for its resources. Especially nothing as ugly as…Bored and Worthless’ kids. Those Bored, Worthless Jrs…